It’s my birthday, I’m 20, & it seems nobody really cares as much as I thought they would. But that’s okay, nothing out of the ordinary I suppose.
No so good goodbye.
PLEASE DON’T DO THIS, we care about you, we really do
I’m going to kill myself tonight and everyone has made it crystal clear that that is what they all want. I cried out for help only to be ignored time and time again. I’m done fighting this battle alone. I can’t take the pain that has been bubbling up for so many years.
Don’t call me selfish.
I did the whole “raw till 4” thing today, wasn’t too bad! My mom saw I’ve lost weight, I told her only 6lbs, but it’s actually around 13lbs (in about a month or two). I hate people noticing, especially her, she makes me feel like I’m doing something completely wrong, like it’s not actually an accomplishment, which it is, I mean… it’s not that easy to lose that weight, I was unhealthy & am changing my eating habits & you can’t do that to me, it’s not fair.