1209) I had my period after X months. I feel so bad because I’ve been eating so much and now I just want to restrict, even though if I missed it again I’ll still thinking I’m not skinny enough.
1198) “Get it out, get it out, get it out” Is the constant emergency voice that taunts me every time I eat.
I hate that I freak out so much when it comes to good. I wish I could be okay with it, not feels like shit when I eat it, not get upset when I don’t get what I want. It’s the most frustrating thing, ya know?